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Estrogen, biochemical effects, and stuff they don't talk about
Conversation earlier today got me thinking. One of the big reasons I want to do this LJ is to log various changes to my body on the route I'm taking, be them chemical or otherwise. Warning, TG content follows

First off is the obvious, nipples. As anyone who was with me at SeaWorld a week and a half ago could tell, my nipples are stupid sensitive now. Pinching them just drives me nuts, and I can come real damn close to orgasm just playing with them. Considering a bra, just to help pad that area some more, but I still have no cup. Maybe use an ace bandage or something.

Masturbation. I really don't do it nearly as much. Before, I was 2-3 times a day usually. Haven't really felt the urge, and when I do, usually cockplay doesn't cut it. Plus, I've got to be slower, more about enjoying things than just rubbing one out. Quickies just don't work

Wet dreams. This is the odd one. Up until real recently, I never had them. Yeah I'd stroke off, but actual wet dreams were unheard of. Now, I seem to be having a few a week. Definitely something none of the TG friends I know told me before this.

Ejaculate. Definitely a lot thinner than before. Gone from being milky white to being a lot more clear. Probably all but sterile at this point, but that was known from the get go.

Breasts are still about the same size, as is my cock. Been told it takes a few months to start noticing things in those areas, definitely something I'm interested in. Breast growth seems very interesting, and I know some people will be disappointed that I really don't care that I'm giving up penis length for this

Overall, I have to say I'm liking the experience so far. emotions seem affected a bit, some stimuli seems to affect me more than it did before. Remains to be seen if I keep up with this or not.

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*tailswishes and listens intently*

thats very informative and helpful for me as ive seriously been thinking about how i sit with myself and my gender more and more lately. my hard set thoughts and ideas originally about myself are crumbeling away, and my long and curiousity are being fuled by eachother hand in hand to know how it would feel being female (hell i really wish i were female..) but the surgery is a turnoff.. and theres still a small part of me that thinks life would be a lot harder on me if i were to take that direction at first. and a large part of me knows people think what they want and how they want and to just "fvck em" so thats the conflict i face that keeps me neither advancing or retreating from making a move on that scale. please do keep your lj updated with your progression i think it will help me decide whats right. especially from hearing your experiences and thoughts about the changes and such *nuzzle* oh and btw.. please feel free to poke me in IM just look on my profile page :3

Re: *tailswishes and listens intently*

Of course. Part of the purpose of this is for my own sake -- writing this stuff down so I can remember -- and part of it is for other people contemplating this. Simply put, things like wet dreams aren't mentioned in pretty much anything on the subject, and are just a bit important. I'm going to try to do these updates about once every month or so; the process is slow after all.

Ya know, I'm far too much of an instant gratification kind of person to go through what you're going through. If they had some quick fix shit to instaflip genders, I'd do it at least once or twice for the fun of it.

Note to self: avoid bumping kesnipples at all cost =^.^=

This has been something I've been considering for many years now, finally decided I would regret not trying it. Yeah, the slow progress sucks; I want boobies, dammit; but is worth it, I think

Annd thank you for that self note...just moving some of those boxes at roo's place was interesting if I lifted them just right.

That and the process is more or less reversable. Stop taking the shit and it all goes away.

Dibs on being the first one to sign your boobies!

Pretty much reversable. After about 3-4 months though, usually you're permanently sterile. Not like I was having kids anyways...

Several years in my cock is still about as big as it ever was. I may be a little lower dosage than is best for me, though. Really need to go legit someday.

And yeah, boobs will take a few months to get started. It takes time for a normal girl's tits to grow, and it takes time for ours too - longer, because we have this source of male biochemistry fighting them. Nipple sensitivity was pretty high at first, then ramped down; I find that an increase in nipple sensitivity tends to herald a bit of boob growth.

Feeling the change in emotions was very interesting. I was quite closed off beforehand, and I quickly realized that my estrogen levels were a push to emotion. Transition really made me aware of how much the brain is a part of the body, and is affected by its tides - I used to be very much of the view that body and mind are separate entities!

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